A few days ago I wrote a blog about being a mum and got talking with another mum Cathy http://cathy-cade.com about her daughter Jen who has faced many challenges from a baby and now as young woman she is battling cancer.
Jen has started writing a blog about her cancer journey, I have only read one post so far and this girl is full of so much positivity that I really did feel I had to share her blog with everyone here on WordPress.
www.mycancerand.me/hit-with-a-curve-ball/
Go and have a read and wish her all the best on her journey and it may even help put your own life in perspective.
Sending you big hugs and lots of love Cathy & Jen from Fractured Faith
Black Thoughts 
Your original post about Hannah called to mind this lovely essay I saw a few years ago. It was written by a woman who gave birth to a Down’s Syndrome child, but see if it applies to your situation too: https://www.ndss.org/resources/a-parents-perspective/
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Oh wow thank you for sharing that I love it and find it totally relatable. I’m going to share it on my Facebook page with my other mummies 😊
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